the glad game

when your having a bad day, its quite therapeutic to play the glad game! you list all the things that make you glad... heres your start for the day:

1. Family Guy/South Park/ Glee/ House
2. lots of ice cubes in the tray
3. a squirrel that runs close to you
4. crunchy leaves (oh yea those are my favorite)
5. when your mom/dad/spouse/someone comes back from the grocery store
6. cough drops when you need them
7. knocking a cup over and theres nothing in it
8. you turn on the radio just to hear the good part of the song
9. when something is right where you thought it would be
10. clean socks
11. new batteries
12. bunnies
13. funny youtube videos
14. videos of people failing (failblog.org is great for that one)
15. waking up to a text
16. ridiculously bad horror movies
17. mini-pumpkins
18. a new box of crayons
19. giant bear hugs
20. thumb wars
21. funny noises ( e.g. elbow farts)

thebeatles

Here comes the sun, here comes the sun, 
and I say it's all right 

Little darling, it's been a long cold lonely winter 
Little darling, it feels like years since it's been here 
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun 
and I say it's all right 

Little darling, the smiles returning to the faces 
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been here 
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun 
and I say it's all right 

Sun, sun, sun, here it comes... 
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes... 
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes... 
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes... 
Sun, sun, sun, here it comes... 

Little darling, I feel that ice is slowly melting 
Little darling, it seems like years since it's been clear 
Here comes the sun, here comes the sun, 
and I say it's all right 
It's all right 

bleehh

I wish i was more secure with myself. I wish i was more secure in my relationship, i know i dont have a reason not to be, but i always have nagging feelings in the back of my head that are just waiting for something to go wrong. He is incredible, i cant even begin to say how much he means to me, and how blessed i feel to just have him in my life. he is always there for me, i know he'd go to the end of the earth and back if i needed it. he makes me want to be the best i can be. I never want there to be a time where hes not there. I'd do everything and anything in my power to see him happy


i dont really know the purpose for that little rant but it wanted to come out. anywhoo i just have english left today, and wer watching a movie. i rememvber in high school when we prayed to watch movies, but now it just feels like a waste of time, like i could be doing something else than sitting on my butt in this dark room... meehhrr oh well


i miss my friends. i miss  Kc and Kristi and Ha and Tommy. I talk to Kristi the most i think. I'v met some awesome people here though. My closest friend is definitely Spencer Burg. We met at orientation and by some form of divine intervention hes two floors down from me so that worked out nicely. Spencer is a great guy, him and his girlfriend are hella funny together, and the three of us get along pretty awesomely. We went to a pumpkin patch yesterday and got some pumpkins to carve. Im carving the chicago bears logo into mine. EVEN IF A CERTAIN SOMEONE THINKS ITS LAME.  =P I love Halloween, some people say im too old for it, and to that i say NAY. free is free and candy is candy. haha


I watched the Boondock Saints with Spencer and his friend Kyle last night. HELLA GOOD MOVIE. I was freaking out when they had to cauterize their bullet wounds and when the italian guy got his finger shot off, but the dialogue was great and i shat myself when the old prison guy turned out to be their father... ohmagoodness.... Iv heard the second one isnt that great, but i might watch it anyways just to get the full experience.
=]

music of our childhoods

BACKSTREET BOYS FTW...im just saying lol
aaand the Car Wash song from SharkTale
ALLL of Moulin Rouge... breathtaking

one reason I love college, the late night nostalgic music binges

at some point in my life...

I would like....

1. an Edible Arrangement
2. a pig 
3. a cat
4. to ride a Clydesdale
5. to write for a magazine
6. to decorate my own house/apartment
7. learn a song on the guitar
8. take a road trip
9. go to India
10. spend a year in New York
11. see the Rockettes
12. carve a really intricate pumpkin for Halloween
13. scuba dive
14. go back to Nicaragua
15. get married
16. have a big garden
17. get paid for doing something I love!

Video Games

So, as of now, I am sitting watching some guys play Fallout 3... and I have no idea whats going on. Something about an iguana on a stick.... my preschool teacher had an iguana.
Yeah, I have been on this earth 18 years, and still cannot figure out how people can game for hours on end. One or two? Sure, knock yourself out, but when they go on these 4 or 5 hour binges, I don't know how their corneas aren't burnt out of their skull.

Of course, this is coming from the girl who's video game extent includes Put-Put Goes to the Zoo and Secret Agent Barbie... =]

BAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHA

I LOL EVERY. SINGLE. TIME.

I AM NOW PASSING THE HUMOR ON

I smile every single time

ZOMBIES ZOMG

ATTENTION: THIS IS SERIOUS SHIT.

Although I have never been given a one hundred percent confirmation, I among with millions of people all over the world are anticipating and preparing for the zombie apocalypse. Some say that the invasion will be the catastrophe 2012,  whether it is or not, it is entirely important that you BE PREPARED. There are many ways in which you can prepare yourself, I'll talk a little about it and then move on to my own personal zombie survival plan:

• Like they said in Zombieland: CARDIO. As long as you can run, you can run away
• Stay hydrated, keeping up your own health is an obvious essential, but is sometimes overlooked
• Stay in groups, don't get singled out, they will gang up on you
• Stay away from water, there are plenty of species of zombie, who live in the water. Do not get caught as the catch of the day
• Don't wear baggy pants, tie up long hair, and remove any chains or bondage from pants, they have inhuman strength 
• REMOVE THE HEAD OR DESTROY THE BRAIN BY ANY MEANS NECESSARY

As for my own plan, I know my neighborhood well enough, and the best place I have come to find, is my local bowling alley. People always ask, "Why a bowling alley?"
Lots and lots of hard blunt heavy objects, perfect for dropping from significant heights like the top of the roof.
In addition to the heavy instruments, there is a McDonalds, Taco Bell, Togos, and local gun store all in a two minute walking distance, perfect.

Be prepared lovelies, because as some of you know...

WHAT YOU DON'S KNOW CAN EAT YOU

fail or win? you decide

personally, in leaning towards win

saying goodbye

goodbyes are the woorrssttt.
ugh especially that drive/bus ride/plane ride/walk back to wherever the hell it is you came from. That person is the only thing on your mind, the days you spent together are the only thing on your mind... just kinda sucks
ALOT.
but...things shall get better for they always do, life is full of ups and downs. if you can get through the downs, well then you have an up to look forward to.


Peace

Real People

I have met the most amazing people here at college.
This one goes out to Sam Starr.
Thank you, thank you for your honesty, your words of wisdom, your genuine care. You are a one of a kind person, you have an incredible heart. I hope that everyone finds at least one person in their lives like Sam. He is the kind of person that is always there for you, I feel like I can spill my guts to him and he will give me an honest opinion.
GET SOMEONE LIKE HIM. THEY'RE AWESOME

Peace