STOP

in the naaaaaaaaame of love. lol

Okay ally, you need to stop caring. stop thinking, stop over-analyzing, stop everything. cause who knows if he still cares. I would love it if he did, but I cant control him. 

yeah... go with that mentality I think.

as you have flung yourself into another dimension of pain and suffering by putting yourself into a situation where you will be around him for hours a day, make the best of it. Be with the people who actually care about you, and who are happy to be around you. Woo what a trip, from a summer fling to a mental hole. I dont know why it happened. I did everything i knew how to do without making him feel trapped, and for some reason i fell into  a love-less relationship with fantastic memories. I wonder how often that happens to people... 

hmmmm hello my name is ally d'ambrosio and I am a statistic lol